Oh Jenni ....
Sorry I have not been on and have only just seen this.
Life is so very very cruel. I so wish you would get a break sweetheart and something would start to work for you.
You question whether your a wimp, no no no way .... you are so very brave and never ever give up. Your an inspiration and I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
Your amazing!!!!! without a doubt.
I wish you all the very very best and lots of love.
Belinda
xxxx
Treat others how you wish to be treated!!